someone in my unit was charge with insubordination

in·sub·or·di·nate
Not submissive to authority: has a history of insubordinate behavior.

and the whole unit is confine until monday..
am suppose to be playing for svc todae..
and sunday's charity gig..
pissed and very tired abt the whole thing..

just tat certain officer wans to see 'blood'

mounted duty with a heavy heart.
realli wan a fair trial..
bitterness builds realli high..
to e extend, during my nite watch..
i sitted by the sea, just looking out for hours..

wanted some pity votes bah..
send out quite a few smses..
but.. non reply..
prehaps is a good thing
had tat quiet moment,
with e Father, e Son, and the Holy Spirit..
pray for e poor chap and prayin for myself..
able to use words wisely..
maybe, just so maybe..
dere will be opening to share christ to all
those who are dishearted..

back at company line.
pretty desperate gettin permission to be out todae..
but rejected
nothing i can do oso..
hopefully my pherd can settle the rest ..
[nap]